Sunday, August 26, 2007

Hoho. This is a weekend worth celebrating for because there is finally no homework. Even my parents were shocked.

This post is totally random. I'm just throwing in random facts so bear with me.

1) HSK briefing tmr for 3 hours?! "Please" man.

2) PIA ZUI DONG CUM NOOB CLUB ROCKS. Haha. LAI PIA ZUI ARH. Stupid woman.

Never mind, I shall endure because I am good willed and I do not want bad karma. haha.

3)Pple pls do not watch 881 unless you're really into ge tai, which means gay props and costumes that remind me strongly of ah gua shows in Thailand.

4)Su Lao Shi said that I gained weight. HELP.

5) I realised I can be quite a da xiao jie in some aspects. Haha.

6) I am totally a slacker this year. Oh man how am I to survive through next year? (If i can even promote to next year)

7) I love doing bimbotic stuff once in a while, like facial masks and buffing nails.

8) I cannot stop eating! My dad is totally tempting me with all the food that he buys. He is always scared that I am hungry, and even after telling him NOT to buy bubble tea, he still buys it! And if I don't drink then it's wasting food and drinks! How am I to lose weight like that?! P.S one cup of bubble tea has 8 spoons of sugar!

9) I realise I become lazy to run after the napfa test period. During that time I was more keen on running, although I am still considered lazy. Haha. But it wasn't as bad.

10) I love organising stuff for others, although my own room is super messy. I love to pack stuff for others, like helping jazz organise her worksheets and stuff. Hahahaha. Okay I'm weird. I don't mind helping ppl organise their worksheets so if you need help can tell me. Ahahah.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Okay I think I better post something before my blog becomes too dead.

Some random thoughts after watching 天冷就回来.

Our relationship with others. It changes over time. People lose contact with others, get too busy to update each other on their lives, or it just simply takes a change due to things that happen over time, whether big or small. It can be quite a sad thing actually. But it's just inevitable and part and parcel of life.

You know how there is this dumb friendship/relationship meter in the sims? Talking more to another character increases your friendship with them. If only life was that simple. Over time, we've learned to be more careful of what we say to others. It is no longer that "We're best friends so we shouldn't have any secrets kept unknown to each other" kind of thing anymore. Sometimes, you don't really feel like telling your v close friend about certain things, not because you are not willing to, but simply because that person acts as if he/she doesn't care at all. So why bother? It is tiring to maintain a relationship with other ppl, whether BGR, kinship or even friendship. It takes more than just talking to do the job. It requires time, sincerity, empathy, and of course many other factors.

One thing that irks me the most is the feeling of knowing that your friend would not be there for you when something happens. Like, no one is willing to listen to you. Sure, they'll "listen" to you rant but they will not be able to understand how you feel truely. They don't bother giving u advice or ask you how you're feeling. They're just too busy with their own things. Like school stuff maybe. Is it reality that has shaped us to become like that? Perhaps it's not our fault, but the world and reality is so complicated. Yes, the pace of life is this fast. Everyone is afraid of lagging behind. Hence everyone grows to be more selfish and all slowly. No one would really have the time/energy to be there for you.

Yet when love exists, it is the sweetest thing yet. Your parents are always there for you, because they love you. True friends don't always exist for everyone, but you'll love the feeling of having best friends when you know you really do. Needless to say, your other half is always the one you can turn to.

Although we're living in such a fast paced society, remember to always treat others with sincerity. Because that's the only way you will get love from others in return. Things would be so much colder if love didn't exist.

Friday, August 10, 2007

haha since aixin has said that my posts are all very long, i shall post a short one. qiyuan told me this ytd and i felt it made a lot of sense.

what's yours will be yours.
so yeah, what won't be yours will not be.
if so why is she still being so gross.
pls give me a break. i dun want anything to change anymore.
let me have everything back.