Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Fuck.
What's up with the world.
I just don't feel good.

Friday, December 14, 2007

娛樂百分百-過年小狗篇(SHE)-2

For people who think I'm crazy pls watch this video 4:00 to 5 : 23. Or u can watch the whole video if you want. Haha. Highly recommended!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Wow I am surprised that I am updating so much.

Anyway, I must say that I am starting to dislike people who employ maids at home. I know that by saying this I may have already made some of you out there annoyed but come on, from what I see and hear of, people who employ maids at home are more or less spoiled.

Even worse, there are others who do not employ maids at home but treat their mothers like one.

Although I am not exactly "not spoiled at all", I guess there are others who are far worse than me.

The point is

IF YOU ARE SPOILED AT HOME, THEN YOU SHOULD ALREADY BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. BUT IF YOU THINK YOU CAN ACT THE SAME WAY OUTSIDE, THEN YOU ARE REFLECTING VERY BADLY OF YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY.

I know the reflecting part totally sounded like when the school tries to discipline us. But that is besides the point.

Honestly attending chalets in the holidays has made me 大开眼界. How is it possible that some people can be so spoiled even if they are outside? Like in a chalet for example. I recall during last year's 2I chalet, the moment I stepped into the shower I was utterly disgusted by the water that was some 4 inches up my ankles. Not to mention the water was dirty and had already turned yellow by the time so many people took turns to shower. HELLO?! How is it possible that the people in front of me were able to shower in such a condition? Is it so difficult to pick up all the hair that is blocking the drainage system? I mean yes, it is a bit disgusting knowing that it is other people's hair, but come on somebody has to do it right? If not the shower would have been flooded long ago! Or maybe, if everyone was considerate enough then they would pick up the hair or whatever else that they left behind after showering. And for goodness sake comb your hair in the toilet (not in front of the mirror) lest your hair fall onto the floor all over. Again, is it so difficult to pick up the hair that is stuck onto your comb/brush and throw it away into the bin or somewhere else where other people will not see it? Gosh!

I am sure there are certain times where everyone has experienced this before. Like how you were the only one who bothered to help out with something or clear up after everyone else while the rest were still enjoying themselves somewhere. Then you'd think to yourself how is it possible that everyone else cannot be bothered at all?

Another example would be that I do not understand why it is always the same people helping to start the fire/cook the food. Sure, everyone helps to prepare the food by like what? Opening the food and defrosting it? Come on, that is way easier than standing in front of the fire and cooking the food. How can some people just sit in the chalet and enjoy themselves in the aircon while others are helping out to start the fire/cook the food? Then they'd conveniently come out to eat when the food is cooked. That is so spoiled can. Alright I admit I'm sometimes a bimbo who refuses to stand in front of the fire but hey, I always help out with other things that others refuse to help with. Like marinating the chicken wings in the toilet. Or cleaning up all the water that is left in the toilet so that it would not be so wet when you step into it.

Enough said about how spoiled certain people can get during chalets/outside of home.

How about at home? I know different parents have a different way of teaching their children but sometimes I cannot stand it when I hear of how my friends lifestyles are like at home. For those who have a maid at home/treat their parents like one, obviously they lead a good life but come to think of it, that is not necessarily good is it? I cannot imagine, how some people at this age still do not know how to do certain household chores such as mopping the floor/cleaning furniture/doing the dishes. Or maybe you might argue that you do know just that you have never helped out before. But its the same isn't it?

Okay I admit that whenever my mum tells me to do those stuff I'd groan and all that but after hearing about how others never bother to help out at home, I have come to realise that it is for my own good. Some may wonder why I am so independent. I mean, I can do on my own with both my parents out of Singapore and it's not like it helps alot when you have a sister who returns at 11+ pm every day. Alright so I cooked instant meals on my own but hey, I bet alot of you can't even do that. Not trying to show off or whatever here, but yeah. it really IS hard to imagine how spoiled some people can get. Like how you can't even clean your own room (not that my room is clean but I'm supposed to clean it on my own) or do the dishes when you see the sink full. Zzz.

I think I am spoiled to an extent too. At least my sister was able to cook eggs and sausages for breakfast and fried rice for lunch for all of us while my parents were away. I can only cook instant noodles and canned soup and spagetti for myself. Rah! I guess I'll have to learn sooner or later.

Alright I finished ranting about my displeasures about how some people can continue behaving like they're spoiled even outside. I cannot imagine how it would be like to be stuck with these people in an environment where you'd have to survive on your own. Like maybe OBS? Tsk. Or worse, imagine being in Survival with them! Gosh, they won't even help out with the BBQ and cook their own food or pick up the hair in the toilet when they have 4 inches of water up their ankles. Can you imagine what'd happen if you're stuck with them? Like, maybe when they no longer have their maids/parents/any other people with them they'd die. They're far too spoiled for their own good. Tsk.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Omg I have a grand total of 91 facial masks at home. Bought from my dad from china. LOL! And yes, they have moisturising and whitening effect. Damn important to me okay!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

2i' 06 chalet!

Alright (you know which tone) I shall blog about the 2i chalet since wee and ying has asked me to. Haha.

Since they have alr listed down the events chronologically (spelling?) I shall not do so. But I'll talk about certain times that got me laughing so hard my phlegm came back looking for me. Eh, I'll try to remember them chronologically (sp?) as well.

1) FAG

In case you were wondering, FAG stands for Free Admission Gang. Which is only made up of 2 ppl, Yan Peng and me. But later we found out Zihao is qualified to join in too. Haha. It means that the three of us were allowed into the chalet without having to pay the one dollar that you have to pay. I swear the security guard who was on duty totally flirted with Yan Peng!! He told her to give him our room number in ten seconds and we could go in for free. And he totally 耍帅 later when Yan Peng was about to read out our room number lah. He just suddenly came and chop our hands and then he walked away to his friend and said "Go". LOL!! That's so totally not shuai and cool at all lar!! Then me and YanPeng were quite stunned..haha. And I asked her if 这是他耍帅的一部分。

2) Smackjack, 99 and other card games

LOL!! Smackjack outside our chalet room at 9am!! At first there was only me ying wee yanpeng qiyuan. Then the guys came out to watch. After a while they decided to join in too!! So there was calvin zeming and chern yi who joined in. Smackjack is a totally funny game pls. I'm so glad I learned the game during dance chalet haha. Apparently wee and chern yi are the ultimate laggers. Lmao. Calvin not bad, didn't really lag alot as a beginner. HAHAH. Can't really rmb about zeming, but I think he was alright too. Anyway, we soon found out that the Queen cards (in particular the diamonds) look totally like GUO FEI LI larh! Then we said that Jacks look like Ah Du and Kings, Nelson! hahaha we had a really fun time laughing and zi highing among ourselves larh..

Then we went to arcade and again some funny things happened. We decided to try para para and DDR which totally sucked!! Haha. Quite funny too..

We went back to the room and 99 was like fun too!! It's super jin zhang larh. Then whenever we throw out a pic card to save ourselves we will shout out QU SI LARH GUO FEI LI ARH!!! Hahahaha damn funny.

3) TONGKAT TONGKAT

Ok although I did not play this game I found it super funny to watch. I mean, watching wee teach the game. HAHAHAH. Eh come on larh she totally had no image okay. Her TONGKAT TONGKAT was damn hilarious. Oh and her tuki tuki too. The way she explained the game got ALL of us laughing till we had stomach pain. Spastic larh!

4) Acting as Wee's Father while she was trying to finish smackjack

HAHHAHA all of us had a particular accent while talking. Lmao. I am Wee's father and I open this eatery selling our culture's food. Lmao. She was caught by me with a man at queenstown swimming centre. LMAO. Alright inside joke. And I know all about calvin and his wife and his lover. Oh and someone bring me my coconut oil!!

5) BBQ

In case you were wondering its not really about what we talked about during the BBQ [in fact that kind of made us pissed] that was funny. It was the fact that we were super cheapskate and on a budget larh! I was like shocked to see that the food we had was so little pls! We only had like hot dogs, taiwan sausages, seaweed chicken, crab meat (which I now realise that I didn't eat at all), chicken nuggets! And we were so cheapskate until we didn't even wanna get new girlls (only 3.95 each at cheers) so we recycled the ones used by 3F the night before. hahaha!! So we had a super healthy version of BBQ because we put aluminium foil over the grill and it was super slow to get the food cooked. We didn't have sotong balls larh!! Wth!! Oh and we also had prawns and chicken wings prepared by chern yi as well but were kind of left untouched because it took Qiyuan eons to cook just that few prawns. And by the time everyone left after eating the rain had started again so it was kind of impossible to cook the prawns and chicken wings since they'd take a looooooooooong time. Sorry chernyi for preparing the food! we feel bad not eating the food larh..


After the BBQ we showered and stuff. Then we talked for a while and slept. Ok I got like the worst position ever but yeah I did manage to sleep for a while larh. Haha.

6) Talking to the guys in the morning while listening to songs

Apparently they listened to Jenny like 3 times. Then Calvin loves listening to horny songs by Craig David and I rmb sewei wanted to listen to breaking benjamin alot. haha. That part was like quite funny esp the part where we told calvin why let the flames begin got me and yp laughing so hard. Haha. And Zihao sings while sleeping!! haha.

Hmm I guess that's about it? We went to have BK breakfast after that...haha 1.95 again, cheapo us!

Ok that's all I have to say about the chalet..It's kind of the best chalet I been to this year because everyone can only gather once in a year for chalet..Although some ppl who should've came didn't, and some ppl who should've stayed didn't, it was overall fun and of cos we had alot of good memories...I miss 2i alr!! We must have another gathering/outing before school reopens!! Sewei suggested k box, I don't mind! We can get totally high and LMAO larh! Or we can have like xmas gathering? Or maybe gather to count down to new year tgt..haha. Zeming's hse? Yeah come on we need to organise another outing!!

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Ahem. This post is here so that I will not have a dead blog.

Hey, I'm making the effort to update okay!

So, as u may have noticed, my blog is getting more and more un-interesting as compared to sec 1. hoho. I do not blog with pictures because...I HAVE A PHONE THAT HAS A LOUSY CAMERA. But no sweat, I'm about to get my w580i already! WOOO new phone! So yeah, I'll have a 2 megapixel camera in my phone and not to mention, mp3. I know this is not very li hai lah hor, but it's good enough for me and I'm happy to finally get a good phone with camera and mp3. My mp3 died like, thousands of years ago. Gotta emphasize again, do not trust creative!! And yes, I'll start blogging with pictures once I get my new phone alright?

Aha, and as you may already have expected, obviously my homework is left undone.

WOO I'm so so so excited about my HK trip! It's been 3 years since we had a family holiday (the last one to Thailand in pri 6) so of course I'm excited! Plus this time, Vernon and my dear are going with us so its gonna be more interesting! Oh, and I've repeated this so many times but yeah, I'm super thrilled about going to Disneyland! Okay, I have a super childish inner child. Ahaha. Hey, it's not every time that you get to celebrate xmas at Disneyland right? Hop on to their website if you don't believe me, it absolutely sounds beautiful and definitely a magical and enchanting experience! Plus, their xmas celebrations only last from 23rd dec to 2nd jan, and we're going there on the 23rd! Woo! Lucky lucky! (Oh and because my dear is a dinosaur who is afraid of going on the rides, I shall have to either force him to go on the rides with me, or I can continue laughing at him. Hahaha. But hey, come to think of it, I think I'd rather spend time queueing up to take a photo with Mickey and friends. Haha! )

Fine fine, I shall stop talking about my hk trip already. Oh and before I forget, I'm thrilled about the food there too. Yummy dim sum and desserts! I'll post pictures up after we return!

Hmm..lets see. What have I been doing in the holidays?

Nothing much, painting my nails (and sometimes painting for my sis and mum too), and watching videos from youtube. Please go and watch 斗牛 要不要 people! I dun like Liwei, Mike and Hebe all the way man!! If you dun feel like watching, at least listen to 最近还好吗 by S.H.E ok! Super nice!

I'm a noob and my phlegm just keeps getting stuck at my throat. Hello?! How long more do you wanna stay there?

Yay yay class chalet and outing coming up! Oh and also noobs club outing!

Eh, I'm not that thrilled about christmas leh. Okay I am, about the going to Disneyland part only. Probably because I don't really see the true meaning behind celebrating it since I'm not christian. plus, my family don't really have the habit of buying gifts so yeah, basically there's nothing much to be excited about. I don't really understand why everybody's getting into the xmas mood. haha.

More magnolia choc milk please! It's super nice! I totally condemn HL choc milk. Not that it's not nice, but it cannot hold a candle to magnolia! I think HL costs $2.75 per litre, while magnolia costs $3.30 okay!

Aha. Should I change my nail colour soon? I think I'll change it on Friday. So I'll have a new colour on chew's wedding. haha.

Oh and I didn't blog about liuliu's ROM! ahaha he was super nervous can? it was super sweeeeeeeeeet! Oh and the bride almost cried after he sang tong hua for her. awwwwwwwww man.

On another random note, Baby is getting fatter and he thinks he can continue begging for food just by acting cute. What a dog.

Hmm I must say that I haven't been eating alot these few days (as compared to usual) due to my cough. Maybe it's a good thing afterall. Can seize the opportunity to lose weight. Ahaha.

Alright, I'm off. For now. Haha. Who knows when will be the next time I blog. Zzz.



Happy 16 months : )
luv ya

Monday, November 19, 2007

Wahaha I am here yet again to revive my blog. Which will be dead again after this entry I suppose.

Life has been a bore in the holidays...ok it wasn't as bad as I imagined but yes, it is still a bore. Had the first two weeks of extra lessons just like everyone else...then followed by one whole week of hardcore DANCE! 9 - 4 everyday, was the most painful week ever in my whole cca life in 3 years. Like what shuhui said, "三年来最痛的一次!" Even worst than syf period man!

Hmm then this week nothing much too I guess, except that there's dance chalet tmr till friday. Haha. My first time going dance chalet man. Seems like every year's sec 3 will go.

I think last Saturday was interesting so I shall blog about it haha.

Had lunch with my ah ma and two uncles at clementi, along with my parents of course. After that my mum wanted to go to Ikea tampines to take a look at kitchen cabinets. Turned out that we didn't buy the cabinet, but other [pretty useless] stuff instead. BUT I bought something very useful, yet that one thing is enough to get me breaking down. Obviously, there is nothing quite as powerful as the WEIGHING SCALE/MACHINE/WHATEVER YOU CALL IT. gosh. Been ages since we got one that is working properly. Now I gotta watch my weight! I'm gonna put it in my room man. FIGHT THE FATS GO GO GO!!!

haha. And I bought something else that I like too! Totals up to $29, which is alot for something not very useful [at least in my parents' opinion]. But I like it alot okay! My xiao mian mian! Wahaha!

After that, we went to the food exhibition at expo! Super crowded as expected, with loads of uncles and aunties! It's like horrible man, must squeeze with the people and be cheapskate to get the samples la! Haha. Act we weren't that cheapskate, we ended up buying alot of food to eat okay! Though most of them were sold cheaper. Act, the thing about sampling is that they give u a very small portion so you think that it's very nice when you eat it. But in act fact, when you eat the actual portion it doesn't seem as nice afterall. hoho. its true okay!

Then on Sunday, we went to eat XO fishhead bee hoon at holland village. Guess what! I got 'drunk' after that. I know it seems very kua zhang because the amount of wine they put inside must be pathetic, but still! My head hurt and it was pretty 'floaty' for me. And my neck was starting to burn inside man. Yucks! I hate the feeling after you drink alcohol, though I haven't really done that before since i'm not supposed to take alcohol [skin prob]. Anyway, my parents said my face was really red. Haha and I forced my dad to take a pic for me. Zzz man. Whoever heard of someone getting this feeling just by eating bee hoon!

Anyway, I watched Goong again. No idea why I did that. LOL. I did cross stitch while watching! And I skipped all the boring parts zzz.

Okay, nothing to blog liao. That's how boring my life is anyway! Haha. I think u guys will take like one week to realise i updated anyway. Nobody comes to this place!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHAT AM I DOING AWAKE AT 8.15 AM ON A SUNDAY MORNING?!

GOODNESS, HOLIDAYS JUST STARTED MAN. I NEED MY SLEEP!!!

BUT

I was awoken by a sudden uproar of music and cheers from downstairs, and then followed by a series of songs that was like, BEAUTIFUL GIRL FROM SEAN KINGSTON (my sis is right, that song gets irritating man), Fergie's Big Girls Don't Cry and Kayne West's Stronger. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. So I tried to go back to sleep, of course. BUT I COULDN'T.

So I woke up, and went over to the window so I could have a good look for myself what the hell was going on. Turned out to be some stupid healthy exercise day of the whatever west cluster sai. Wah kao, big scale man. Damn a lot of ppl wearing red and white, and LOADS OF BUSES BRINGING MORE PEOPLE IN. Hell, they even have people wearing bright green stuff patrolling around (u know your road safety monitors back in pri sch? yeah something like that)

Oh crap. And then they turned on the irritating music that woke me up AGAIN. It's some stupid great singapore workout. And I swear the woman who was speaking into the bloody system totally should just be sacked from the job. She needs han yu pin yin classes!

义二三世五六气拔
鹅二三四五刘气拔...

And so it went on. I swear, every line there's a different way of pronouncing the words. PLEASE man.

Oh I just heard that there's free food and goodie bags to be given out FOR FREE. Since they woke me up I might as well go down and get it man. Cheapskate abit.

BLOODY SOMEONE SHUT THAT PERSON UP I CAN'T EVEN HEAR MY OWN SONGS IN PEACE.

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Fuck the menstrual cramps.

Alright so I've decided to blog after what seems like years. But I predict my blog will be dead again not long after. Haha. Shall only blog when I feel like it.

Anyway, I had to miss out on Nicole and Lerae's birthday celebration today. Am still having a sore eye and not to mention MENSTRUAL CRAMPS. It is killing me. I wonder why I have cramps now since I didn't use to have them. Hmm. I think the pain is enough to make any female feel like "damn i'm gonna be a male my next life". -.-" Okay, moving on.

Got to know of something from him yesterday. I must say that I feel for her, but then again I am reminded of what she did. What happened was her fault, no denying that. Oh well.

Okay so it's like the end of the year already. This might sound cliche as always but I do have a lot of mixed feelings about this year. There has been many changes that took place this year. A new class, new people, new attitude. It's been an eye-opener for me too, knowing of the many things that people did. Sometimes I wonder, why is it that they are like that? Other times, I wonder why certain things happened. Perhaps if I did not do a certain thing, or if I did do certain things, then maybe it would not lead to another event happening.

I pretty much dislike this year, although this has been a happening year. Many things happened and the year past by without much enjoyment and fun. I miss my dear 2I. Sec 3 is definitely not a fun year.

How I wish, we could remain as 2I sometimes. It's not that I dun feel anything for my present class, just that...the environment really isn't for me.

Oh well, I'm mind blocked. Many things I feel, remember, and wanna say. But just can't seem to put them into words.

Less than a week more to O's. Good luck to all who are sitting for the examinations! =)

AND I'M STILL DYING FROM CRAMPS. WHY DO WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS EVERY MONTH. I MIGHT AS WELL JUST GET MARRIED NOW SINCE I HAVE TO SUFFER LIKE THAT EVERY MONTH ANYWAY. Then might as well put that suffering into something that I'd enjoy, rite? Like getting married now and having children and being a tai tai. So I can stop being a student and avoid irritating subjects like math and bio.

Ok I realise that paragraph was really childish but that's what I really think. Zzzz.

CRAMPS YOU SUCK. I DUN LIKE U SO GO AWAY. IT IS SO PAINFUL I FEEL AS IF IT IS GRAVITY THATS SUCKING ALL THE BLOOD DOWN. RAHHHH OKAY AND AS ALWAYS I FEEL AS IF MY ZI GONG IS GONNA EXPLODE. RAHHH WHATEVER.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Hoho. This is a weekend worth celebrating for because there is finally no homework. Even my parents were shocked.

This post is totally random. I'm just throwing in random facts so bear with me.

1) HSK briefing tmr for 3 hours?! "Please" man.

2) PIA ZUI DONG CUM NOOB CLUB ROCKS. Haha. LAI PIA ZUI ARH. Stupid woman.

Never mind, I shall endure because I am good willed and I do not want bad karma. haha.

3)Pple pls do not watch 881 unless you're really into ge tai, which means gay props and costumes that remind me strongly of ah gua shows in Thailand.

4)Su Lao Shi said that I gained weight. HELP.

5) I realised I can be quite a da xiao jie in some aspects. Haha.

6) I am totally a slacker this year. Oh man how am I to survive through next year? (If i can even promote to next year)

7) I love doing bimbotic stuff once in a while, like facial masks and buffing nails.

8) I cannot stop eating! My dad is totally tempting me with all the food that he buys. He is always scared that I am hungry, and even after telling him NOT to buy bubble tea, he still buys it! And if I don't drink then it's wasting food and drinks! How am I to lose weight like that?! P.S one cup of bubble tea has 8 spoons of sugar!

9) I realise I become lazy to run after the napfa test period. During that time I was more keen on running, although I am still considered lazy. Haha. But it wasn't as bad.

10) I love organising stuff for others, although my own room is super messy. I love to pack stuff for others, like helping jazz organise her worksheets and stuff. Hahahaha. Okay I'm weird. I don't mind helping ppl organise their worksheets so if you need help can tell me. Ahahah.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Okay I think I better post something before my blog becomes too dead.

Some random thoughts after watching 天冷就回来.

Our relationship with others. It changes over time. People lose contact with others, get too busy to update each other on their lives, or it just simply takes a change due to things that happen over time, whether big or small. It can be quite a sad thing actually. But it's just inevitable and part and parcel of life.

You know how there is this dumb friendship/relationship meter in the sims? Talking more to another character increases your friendship with them. If only life was that simple. Over time, we've learned to be more careful of what we say to others. It is no longer that "We're best friends so we shouldn't have any secrets kept unknown to each other" kind of thing anymore. Sometimes, you don't really feel like telling your v close friend about certain things, not because you are not willing to, but simply because that person acts as if he/she doesn't care at all. So why bother? It is tiring to maintain a relationship with other ppl, whether BGR, kinship or even friendship. It takes more than just talking to do the job. It requires time, sincerity, empathy, and of course many other factors.

One thing that irks me the most is the feeling of knowing that your friend would not be there for you when something happens. Like, no one is willing to listen to you. Sure, they'll "listen" to you rant but they will not be able to understand how you feel truely. They don't bother giving u advice or ask you how you're feeling. They're just too busy with their own things. Like school stuff maybe. Is it reality that has shaped us to become like that? Perhaps it's not our fault, but the world and reality is so complicated. Yes, the pace of life is this fast. Everyone is afraid of lagging behind. Hence everyone grows to be more selfish and all slowly. No one would really have the time/energy to be there for you.

Yet when love exists, it is the sweetest thing yet. Your parents are always there for you, because they love you. True friends don't always exist for everyone, but you'll love the feeling of having best friends when you know you really do. Needless to say, your other half is always the one you can turn to.

Although we're living in such a fast paced society, remember to always treat others with sincerity. Because that's the only way you will get love from others in return. Things would be so much colder if love didn't exist.

Friday, August 10, 2007

haha since aixin has said that my posts are all very long, i shall post a short one. qiyuan told me this ytd and i felt it made a lot of sense.

what's yours will be yours.
so yeah, what won't be yours will not be.
if so why is she still being so gross.
pls give me a break. i dun want anything to change anymore.
let me have everything back.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Is life unfair/fair?

I don't know why but I was thinking about this on my way back from the mrt station. Is life fair or unfair?

Sometimes, when you're in such bad luck or in a foul mood, you think to yourself, why do others lead a better life than me? why am I so suay? Like how some people are born with such good brains they don't even have to study and can get good results. Or rather, they are so hardworking and intelligent they can just do it, while people like me can't. That was how I felt for the past few days while mugging for my test.

But then again, if you think about it, life can be fair too. Nobody can have everything. Someone may be good in studies as well as CCA or whatever, but he may not be able to excel in other expects, such as having good EQ and good friends. That person may suck at handling relationships with others, so what's the point of having such high IQ?

And if you think about it even more, there can never be a basis of comparison between you and others. You are born in a totally different environment as others. Nobody lives the exact same life as you, no one is born with the same parents and go through the same thing every day. If you envy the rich people, think about the people who are suffering in other countries, such as the poor kids in Africa who are starving. (they may be scared by the ooga oogas as well!)

And if you are ever stressed by studies, think about the people who don't even have the opportunity to receive education. They are not even sure they can survive if they're down with diseases or going through some kind of famine.

Of course, the rich ppl are like qian bian as well. Everyone envies them. They do not need to work and can enjoy all the luxuries. But have u ever watched shows showing how the kids who are born in a rich family who are unable to have care from their parents? Like, their parents are so busy they hardly have any chances to spend time with their kids. I don't know how accurate this is, but I'm sure to a certain extend it can be true. So what's the point of having everything in the world but unable to get close to even your family, who is supposed to be the ones you can turn to at any time?

So I guess you can never really compare yourself to others, although we can't help but do so most of the time. But I feel that you can never compare yourself with others, because everyone is different. You may lack what others have, but at the same time they envy you for certain things as well. So just appreciate what you have. Anything at all. Like being able to LMAO or eat all the good food. Others may not even have the opportunity to do so.

Random entry, but yeah just some thoughts. Haha.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

My apologies for not updating for so long, but life has been extremely tiring and stressful for me ever since school reopened.

Firstly can I just say that the entire june holidays were taken up by the taiwan trip, although we were only there for two weeks? Before that, we had to prepare, and after we came back, we had to take time to settle down again and all. One trip, and we have so much work to do before and after that.

And before we even had time to rest school starts again. Wow, I can't believe it but it's been two weeks since school reopened and I haven't been home before 8pm yet. These two weeks have been so tiring and time really flew. These are times when I wished there were more than 24 hours a day so we can have more time to sleep! First week was spent on SYF opening ceremony and right after that, we have the taiwan buddies to take care of.

For these two weeks my mood was totally cranky and everything just pissed me off. Let's just say that I get cranky once I'm tired and stressed. It's kind of like my nature? Or maybe everyone's. The school totally sucks. We have so much homework and shit to go through everyday. Wow and three tests next week when we have taiwan buddies to take care of? And when they're leaving only on Sunday? Do they know how tiring it is for us to return home as late as 10+ pm just so that we can take the buddies around? And wow, we can't rest the moment we go home, because we still have bloody homework to do. I dun think alot of us were very keen on bringing our buddies around because we are so bloody tired out ourselves. Wow and when we tell the teachers about all these they just dun care. Or rather they pretend to understand but they tell us they cannot do anything about it and then add on that teachers are just as busy as us. Oh wow really. Pardon me if I'm wrong but that's your job and you chose to be a teacher and you earn out of it. That's just your responsibility isn't it? Which reminds me, isn't it a trend among teachers and students to like battle against each other? I know it's quite weird to say it like this, but if you think about it carefully, it is true isn't it? Like the teachers will give us homework and all that, and when we students finally had enough of all that crap we just refuse to hand in or at least some of the more rebellious and vocal ones will not give a damn. And the teachers are then angry that we are rebellious and then they reprimand us and give us even more homework and the whole cycle repeats again. I mean students nowadays are hard to teach. That I admit. But sometimes I guess we really have the rights to say what we feel. Especially when school is bloody taking away our life.

Alright I shall move on to the taiwan buddies part. I guess this batch of students who came are not well mannered at all. So we were quite turned off by them? Why bother going through so much and sacrificing our sleep for people who don't even say thank you or offer to pay for themselves. Luckily for me my buddy is not like that. But after hearing some of the stories of other people's buddies, I must say that if I were them I'd have been super relieved that my buddy is gone today. They think we owe them all these? Having to pay and all that. At least be appreciative and show manners, even if they do not want to do that to us, but at least our parents? I'm quite disgusted by the attitudes of some of them. We may have not been enthu and all that on the taiwan trip, but hey at least we were well mannered, that I'm sure. And I guess I agree with jazz that it not only depends on us, the hosts, but definitely also on the buddies to make such an exchange programme successful. Who the heck would want to keep talking to someone who doesn't even bother replying/looking at you. And when they just expect you to pay for them and dun even say thank you. Come on we dun owe them anything. If singapore turns u off so much just stay at home okay.

Okay this entry was just for me to rant a little. I finaly have time to sit down and type all these out. Well I guess it's going to be very noob for not going to OBS. Definitely going to miss out on alot of fun. But still, thinking on the bright side, at least I can stay home and rest. I feel quite bad for not spending time with my family like I did last time. I don't want them to have the feeling that I only return home just to sleep at night. I don't even have much time to talk to them anymore, to have a hearty chat and like share my experiences in school with them.

Alright I have to catch up on my homework now. So many things due tmr. I'm so dead man.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Hello everybody.

How was your first day of school?

Well, mine was pretty funny. In the morning I thought I'd die very badly today.

1) I did not do my bio assignment AT ALL. The whole assignment was new in the morning.

2) I did not do math at all as well. Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't know how to. Combined math lecture with 3I. Choy Ban Heng. Not a good idea.

3) We did not do our ERIL at all. Worse still, have to redo.

So I thought, with all these, today would probably be one of the worst days ever. After all, I was pretty guai afterall and would try to complete my homework, or at least copy something so that I have something decent looking enough to hand in. Woah I dont know what got over me this time round (or rather I think everybody) that so many people did not bother to do their homework this time round! HAHA!

Anyway, let's look at what happened instead :

1) Bio right in the morning. I expected to get some scolding or something from Mr See. My whole assignment was blank! Note : Not even my name written. Gosh. In the end, he walked to the 3D guys and gave up, saying that we just had to hand up the assignment by the end of the day. Or latest, tmr. So yeah. I was relieved. Haha.

2) Mr Liu came in and told us lecture starts only on Thursday. Meanwhile, he has to go through the holiday assignment. He walked around and I thought he was checking to see if we did our work. So I opened my mouth and said "Mr Liu I don't know how to do.." and then he stopped in front of Wayne and my table and asked him "You have?" (exercise book) and after seeing that I brought mine (he didn't know that I hadn't wrote anything inside ever since holidays started), he left. HAHA. As expected, he wouldnt scold. but I have to find a way to complete the assignment somehow. As usual. Damn it.

3) Ms Chew was absent, so -.-

HAHA. So I guess today wasn't that bad. Except that I had to pia bio assignment and ERIL the moment I got home. Which really wasn't that bad you know, felt frustrating and all, but like woah I can achieve so much in one day. Not bad. Hahaha!

Friday, June 22, 2007

Gross people

Yo ppl. Okay I got rid of that ridiculous URL as requested by many. Haha. Anyway that was a total failure. Only had like 1 post and I think only wee saw it. HAHA.

Okay so my first post is about gross people. As in, people whom I think are gross. Obviously there are many types of people whom I think are gross, like flirts, CKP, people who do not spare a thought for others blah blah...the list just goes on. However, there's one type which I can think of right now.

Yesterday I was talking to a friend about someone. This someone, as I am very sorry to say, has changed from a very sweet person to somebody who actually disgusts us out. She is no longer the very close friend we once had. Which is really very unfortunate I know. But that is besides the point. The point is, she has forgotten about us, her best buddies who sticked with her throughout sec 1 and 2 once she went into a new class this year. Pardon us (that friend I talked to) if we are wrong, but we feel that she only sticks to those who can help her. Quoted from that friend, "her friends are her stepping stones."

I'm sorry to have to say this, but what the heck has gone wrong with her, we dunno. It is disappointing, really. I hate it when I start to dislike my friends. Let alone, someone who was that close to us. But I can't help it, really! It disgusts me, the fact that she only sticks to people who can ensure she isn't lonely in school (so that she have people to hang out with) or people who can aid her in her studies. I'm sorry I'm not strong academically. But I don't think that should be the reason to rob me of my friends. Note : I'm not being desperate for friends here, btw.

The thing is, I can't stand people who are like that. Like we can be such close jie meis for so long, and suddenly after we split classes that person doesn't even put in the least effort to remain close to us anymore.

Whatever, like I said, I'm not desperate for friends.

I'm just very very disappointed. And probably disgusted and disturbed by what she has became.