These few days,or rather weeks, have been super tiring and both physically and mentally exhausting.

To be honest, I wasn't the least bit happy about the math test yesterday. Although I knew I would fail even before the test, I was hoping that hopefully, I'd be able to score a little better since I know I can say for sure that at least I understand the current topic more than the previous ones that we learned in sec 3, where I totally didn't catch a thing. Even though many others said that the test was easy, I thought it was still very difficult. Utter disappointment was all that I felt after the test, when I heard others discussing about the questions and even saying that some were "give-away questions". Heck. I couldn't even answer one whole question. At least I know for sure that this year, I really did try to put in more effort in studying something that I totally had no hope for last year. I paid full attention in class, and tried all the homework for myself before I even copied other ppl's work when I realy didn't have any idea how to do them. I know that I can't expect much when my foundation is so poor, but still...can't help but say that I feel disappointed.

For clit we've been learning about 论语,which I feel makes alot of sense and can be applied to our lives. Many things happens everyday and I try to observe what my peers around me behave like and indeed, I must say that what su lao shi tells us all the time is true. He said that youngsters nowdays are 自私，自我，and 自大. Look at the things that happen to you everyday. How many of us have always blamed the school whenever something happens? Like getting caught for your attire every day. Sure, it is understandable if your mood turns bad when you get caught for your attire, but heck, have you ever questioned yourself if you'd done anything wrong in the first place? Attire-wise, we have no say because it is a school rule. You may choose to think that you have the rights to wear your uniform the way you want because it is trendy, or that you think you don't look good if you don't 'break the rules'. But come on, when you get caught by almost every teacher, you're the one who won't feel good, and you can't blame anyone if they keep picking on you. In the first place, if you didn't want that to happen, then don't make it so obvious that you're breaking the rules. I'm not trying to be pc here, but looking at how many people react towards this issue just makes you stop to think and reflect on why they are behaving like that. Cursing and swearing at the teachers when they were the ones who were at fault in the first place?

Hmm I still have many other thoughts in mind, but I don't really feel like blogging anymore. I've got to go for horizon soon so yeah, till I feel like blogging the next time. Ta-ta.