Fuck the menstrual cramps.

Alright so I've decided to blog after what seems like years. But I predict my blog will be dead again not long after. Haha. Shall only blog when I feel like it.

Anyway, I had to miss out on Nicole and Lerae's birthday celebration today. Am still having a sore eye and not to mention MENSTRUAL CRAMPS. It is killing me. I wonder why I have cramps now since I didn't use to have them. Hmm. I think the pain is enough to make any female feel like "damn i'm gonna be a male my next life". -.-" Okay, moving on.

Got to know of something from him yesterday. I must say that I feel for her, but then again I am reminded of what she did. What happened was her fault, no denying that. Oh well.

Okay so it's like the end of the year already. This might sound cliche as always but I do have a lot of mixed feelings about this year. There has been many changes that took place this year. A new class, new people, new attitude. It's been an eye-opener for me too, knowing of the many things that people did. Sometimes I wonder, why is it that they are like that? Other times, I wonder why certain things happened. Perhaps if I did not do a certain thing, or if I did do certain things, then maybe it would not lead to another event happening.

I pretty much dislike this year, although this has been a happening year. Many things happened and the year past by without much enjoyment and fun. I miss my dear 2I. Sec 3 is definitely not a fun year.

How I wish, we could remain as 2I sometimes. It's not that I dun feel anything for my present class, just that...the environment really isn't for me.

Oh well, I'm mind blocked. Many things I feel, remember, and wanna say. But just can't seem to put them into words.

Less than a week more to O's. Good luck to all who are sitting for the examinations! =)

AND I'M STILL DYING FROM CRAMPS. WHY DO WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS EVERY MONTH. I MIGHT AS WELL JUST GET MARRIED NOW SINCE I HAVE TO SUFFER LIKE THAT EVERY MONTH ANYWAY. Then might as well put that suffering into something that I'd enjoy, rite? Like getting married now and having children and being a tai tai. So I can stop being a student and avoid irritating subjects like math and bio.

Ok I realise that paragraph was really childish but that's what I really think. Zzzz.

CRAMPS YOU SUCK. I DUN LIKE U SO GO AWAY. IT IS SO PAINFUL I FEEL AS IF IT IS GRAVITY THATS SUCKING ALL THE BLOOD DOWN. RAHHHH OKAY AND AS ALWAYS I FEEL AS IF MY ZI GONG IS GONNA EXPLODE. RAHHH WHATEVER.